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The Zoo Trip That Never Happened
This is not a transcript. This is not a verdict. This is not proof. This is not an accusation. This is my perspective. This is what it felt like to be me. This is the story I have carried. And perhaps understanding myself begins by allowing my own experience to exist alongside everyone else’s. The night before the trip, I packed. I gathered clothes, snacks, bags, water bottles, and spare clothes—all those little things children always seem to need at the very last minute. I thought ahead. I prepared. I imagined a happy day. The next morning, while the children finished breakfast, I brought out the bags and made sure…
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Evidence
Some days I thinkI have done nothing. The house still breathes clutter.The laundry waits patiently.There are dishes somewhere.Something is always misplaced.Something is always unfinished. And yet— Today I created. I designed small signs for small hands,hoping they might rememberwhat I can no longer holdall at once in my mind. I printed, laminated, and hung them—tiny promisesthat tomorrowmay ask a little less of me. I packed away thoughts.Sorted worries.Built systemsfor a life that requiresmore rememberingthan one personwas ever meant to carry. I baked.I nourished. I drank waterin a bodythat is often tired. I searched for wordsto explainthe shape of my own mind,revisiting old wounds—not to reopen them,but to understandwhy they still…
