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  • A collage of five photos showing the beautiful chaos of motherhood: scattered blue and green building blocks on a floor with a vacuum cleaner, a toddler sitting in a mess of flour on a dark wood floor, an overflowing dresser drawer with colorful laundry, a kitchen counter cluttered with dishes and tea, and a splattered paint mess. A yellow scribble at the bottom right symbolizes the mental load.
    Motherhood Unfiltered,  Nostalgia,  Reflections,  The Big Family Life,  United Arab Emirates

    An Example of My Jumbled Mind (The Forty-Tab Brain)

    April 21, 2026 / No Comments

    I talk a lot about having “forty tabs open,” but let’s be real—it isn’t just about being busy. It’s a survival mission that lives entirely inside my head. And look, I’m not trying to make myself sound like the center of the universe. I know, deep down, that life would go on even without me. The world doesn’t stop because a mom takes a break. I also don’t want to belittle the massive part my husband and kids play in keeping this family moving—they are the ones spinning the wheels every day. But even when the wheels are rotating perfectly, the mental load is just… there. It’s the invisible architecture.…

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    Warm collage illustrating the emotional atmosphere of womanhood, home, and financial vulnerability: a Muslim woman browsing rugs and fabric in a store, children resting on a worn family sofa, coffee and budgeting notes beside a calculator, a cozy lived-in couch with a laptop and tea, and a beautiful dream living room with new sofas and a large rug. The collage reflects the longing for softness, beauty, dignity, and emotional ease inside ordinary family life.

    The Quiet Vulnerability of Financial Dependence

    May 12, 2026
    A collage centered on a classic portrait of Jane Austen in a blue dress and bonnet, surrounded by four stylized panels of diverse women. To the left, a woman in a warm orange hat and another in a dark green hijab are framed by soft floral patterns. To the right, a woman in blue and two silhouetted figures are depicted in a vibrant, pop-art and watercolor style. The composition illustrates the bridge between 19th-century literature and modern, multicultural identity.

    Hijabi’s Path to Jane Austen’s Longbourn

    April 14, 2026
    Soft green-toned collage illustrating the invisible labor of motherhood in a large Muslim family: a hijabi mother holding papers while children move around the kitchen, children helping wash dishes together, and a mother folding laundry quietly. Botanical sketches and soft neutral colors create a warm, reflective atmosphere about caregiving, teamwork, mental load, and everyday family life.

    Nobody Claps for the Mother Who Remembered Everything

    May 13, 2026
  • A collage centered on a classic portrait of Jane Austen in a blue dress and bonnet, surrounded by four stylized panels of diverse women. To the left, a woman in a warm orange hat and another in a dark green hijab are framed by soft floral patterns. To the right, a woman in blue and two silhouetted figures are depicted in a vibrant, pop-art and watercolor style. The composition illustrates the bridge between 19th-century literature and modern, multicultural identity.
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    Hijabi’s Path to Jane Austen’s Longbourn

    April 14, 2026 / No Comments

    It might seem like a stretch. What does a 19th-century Englishwoman—preoccupied with balls, bonnets, and social standing—have to do with a 21st-century Muslim mother of ten in the UAE? On the surface, our worlds are oceans apart. But when I open a well-worn copy of Pride and Prejudice, I don’t feel like I’m reading about a stranger. I feel like I’m looking into a mirror. The Path Through the Woods I’ll admit, my love for Austen didn’t start with the dense, original prose. English is not my first language, and the intricate, looping sentences of the 1800s were a challenge to grasp. I took the scenic route. I started with…

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    A collage of five photos showing the beautiful chaos of motherhood: scattered blue and green building blocks on a floor with a vacuum cleaner, a toddler sitting in a mess of flour on a dark wood floor, an overflowing dresser drawer with colorful laundry, a kitchen counter cluttered with dishes and tea, and a splattered paint mess. A yellow scribble at the bottom right symbolizes the mental load.

    An Example of My Jumbled Mind (The Forty-Tab Brain)

    April 21, 2026
    Watching Titanic as a Grown Muslim Woman

    Rewatching Titanic as a Grown Muslim Woman

    April 9, 2026
    a collage of food, molokhia stew, rendang, ratattouille, and lasagna

    The Trail I’m Leaving Behind

    April 21, 2026

About Me

Umm Abdallah

I’m an Indonesian mother of ten, now making a home in the Middle East. Most of my days are spent navigating the beautiful, heavy, and often messy reality of a large family and a body that requires me to move a little slower.

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